Is it a SCAM if?

10 11 2009

I’ve been looking for work for some time.  I’ve been out of school since June of 2008 with a graduation in August.  I’ve been looking for work since August 2007 when I was let go from the Forest Service.  I watch my son every day, so on one hand it’s no bother that I do not have a job.  But, on the other, it’s frustrating because I have school loans we want paid off.

I’ve been using Craig’s List lately for my job search.  And, until yesterday, I have refused to send applications to companies that post anonymously.  Yesterday, I decided that I would apply for these jobs, but I would not include my address, only my email and linked in profile.  I did include my home number in the body text of the email for interview contact.  I hope that was not an unwise decision.

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Sleeping & Camping

22 10 2009
A person in a sleeping bag
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In a previous post I mentioned that my Grave’s Disease has come back.  The hormone levels didn’t even take long to get out of range.  I am already feeling the difference: my handwriting isn’t as controlled, I’m not napping as well, I’m not sleeping as well, and I feel more jazzed up.  So, my doctor prescribed another Beta Blocker for me.  Last night was the first night with this new Beta Blocker and I slept.  Sure, I had to read a bit to calm my mind; but I slept.

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Choices

21 10 2009
Graves' disease

My thyroid uptake was 98%. Image via Wikipedia

Apparently, methimazole is only designed to be used very short term.  Results will show at about 18 months.  If they don’t show up by 18 months, chances are you aren’t going to see promising results.  The success rate is less than 50%, with some sources citing only a 20% or 30% success rate.  I was on it for 22 months.  My thyroid hormone finally got to normal.  I got off the drug, and my thyroid has started to increase its hormones.  My Grave’s Disease is back.

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Open Source

16 10 2009
John Willoner's Eco-House at Findhorn. Turf ro...
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Many of the things I write about detail sustainability and sustainable living.  I’d like to take this post to discuss sustainability on a technological level.  Previous posts have described my frustration with computers and the next new thing.  Clearly, constantly eliminating technology in replace of newer hardware where the old hardware is simply thrown out isn’t sustainable.  But, what would an alternative be?  Open Source software that works with hardware of many ages is one such option.  Open Source software also speaks to a philosophy of shared knowledge, which in many circles is an underlying aspect to sustainability. Read the rest of this entry »





Safety in Libraries

24 09 2009

Our obsession with safety has been a theme lately.  My actions towards my son and my husband’s actions towards our son, for example.  We do certain things to keep him safe.  We are so concerned, as parents, as a society, in protecting childhood innocence, I am beginning to wonder if we squander away learning experiences by being the overprotective parents we would have hated.

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House Hunting

6 08 2009

It started, I mean really started, with a house being sold for $122,000.  I’d done the estimates.  I know our debt-to-income ratio.  I know how much we can afford, as in what’s 38% of our net income.  $122,000 was certainly feasible, and I knew this without talking to a bank.  So, after some pestering from Peter, I called a realtor.  I heard good things about one company, and they were supposed neighborhood specialists, so we made an appointment.  We were encouraged, strongly, like to the point of not being able to see the $122,000 house without one, to get a preapproval.  So, we called the recommended mortgage broker. Read the rest of this entry »





Boundaries

5 08 2009

We all have them, and we all enforce them to varied degrees.  A few months ago, I ran across a blog/excerpt my study abroad roommate wrote.  It was about me, and it was quite the criticism of my character.   She was annoyed with how know-it-all-ish I am (my sister has told me that since she was born) and how I held onto my stuff (there was a concern over sunscreen).  And, it’s bothered me for some time… well since I read it actually.  Last night, the issue popped into my head again, but instead of thinking of it in terms of her being hurtful and spiteful, I thought of it in terms of boundaries.

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Disposable Work

20 05 2009

Year’s ago, I saw a comic that highlighted the plight of the temporary employee.  

Series of images highlighting how we treat employees as a society.

Series of images highlighting how we treat employees as a society.

The original image I saw simply had a man sitting awkwardly in a trash can, as if he’d just been thrown away.  

When I began temping, that was my only job.  I felt great joy in finally doing something that required a little more thought and skill.  But, I felt very disheartened by being used for such short assignments.  Thank the Lord, I was always able to pay rent – but not without help from my mother.  Finally, after temping for over a year, I was able to secure a full time placement.

Several years have gone by since that initial stint being a form of a ‘contract employee’ and my life has changed as has my outlook.  Knowing that I can be quite sensitive, I remind myself of the firm end dates, understand that jobs can change at any moments notice, and I am thankful if any employment date is extended or I get called back.

Regardless, temporary work doesn’t bode well for our long term goal of paying off my loans, buying a house, visiting family, etc.  Now that my husband works days, we have to balance the net income from the job to the cost of paying daycare.  Although the pay-scale I am at is certainly not what I’m worth, it is what the job is worth.  So, now I’m learning to negotiate higher wages because I simply cannot work for less than a certain amount because it would cease to be cost effective.   

The Triple Bottom Line, a policy theory for enacting sustainable ideas, argues we need to balance equally the economy, the environment, and equity.  If we fail to do those things, then we have not ensured our Triple Bottom Line is balanced and are most likely not moving towards a sustainable society.  

The way temp work is structured, it fails to balance all three bottom lines.  The economy isn’t in balance with temp work because the jobs are often sporadic and not dependable.  Additionally, the wages vary, so it makes it difficult for a person, especially a single person relying on that income, to create a monthly budget.  Without a monthly budget, extra income is hard to come by let alone ensuring the basics are paid for.  When someone is unstable, one could argue that link is weak, and as the cliché states, “We’re only as strong as our weakest link.”

The environment isn’t in balance for probably many reasons, but the thought that occurred to me relates to transportation.  Here, in Portland, the public transportation is better than adequate.  However, some jobs require short notice, which yields to lack of proper alternative transportation.  When we have a set schedule or a schedule that’s announced with planning time, finding alternate routes to work can avoid nasty car emissions.  At minimum, one can find good bus routes that expedite travel time.  At best, one could find a route that utilizes no green house gases during travel – like riding a bike.  Reducing our green house gas emissions reduces our carbon footrpint which lends itself towards balancing the Triple Bottom Line.

Finally, the equity portion is out of balance.  Sometimes, temporary workers are viewed with disdain, “Just a temp.”  It’s easy to acquire temps – simply call the staffing service for they have a line of folks chomping at the bit.  It’s also easy to let a temp go – and you can do it with minimal personal interaction, thereby relieving yourself of seeing the pain in someone’s eyes as they are let go.  Here, I’m speaking specifically about how we view and then in-turn treat others.  We, as a society, view temps as less than human, instead of the co-worker you sat next for the last 6 weeks, that co-worker is demoralized and dehumanized into “just a temp.”  We do this in many places, somehow bolstering our own existence by lessening anothers.  That’s the thing that needs to stop.  When we finally began to view each other as equal and cease looking at one another with contempt, we will begin to balance the equity portion of the Triple Bottom Line.  

Granted, many jobs require a burst of labor to get a job done.  My concern is how we, as a society, frame temporary workers whether it be in an office setting or for manual labor.  

I came to a realization several years ago that we all kind of want the same thing.  We all want our loved ones taken care of, and often we want to be able to give support to those loved ones when they need it.  Loved ones can vary person to person, for instance an oil man might love his oil company and a pastor might love his parishioners.  The two examples might have very different best-interests regarding their ‘loved ones.’   But, I believe, the goal is the same – they want their loved ones taken care of.  Now, the goal we have as a society is to be able to mesh these opposing goals to create a win-win solution for everyone.  If we extend everyone to mean all creatures on this planet, then we begin to incorporate the triple bottom line.  

And maybe that’s how we should frame our days – what do we want the world to look like for our loved ones.  Now, trade places with someone opposed to your ideals and really put yourself in their shoes.  How can we make both visions mesh?  How can we balance the triple bottom line so we cease to have such a disposable society.





Honor

8 03 2009

GVSU Women’s Center has a Silent Witness Project where they honor DV victim’s with a short bio and a call to remember the victim’s name.

My sister, Cristi Curtis was placed on this list.  When I saw this, just a few moments ago, I felt anger and rage that my sister would be honored in such a shallow manner.

Sure, I understand the point that Domestic Violence victims span ethnicity, race, color, religion, and economic backgrounds.  Cristi was a teacher, a sister, a friend, a coach, an all-star athlete, an exceptional student.  Her boyfriend, who killed her, held similar credentials.  But is this the way to honor their spirit with 3 sentences that shallowly describe their accomplishments with a weak plea to remember their name?

I don’t know who submitted Cristi’s name to this list.  It feels like someone from the Women’s Center was trying to do a favor to our family and her friends, and the other victims on the list, by creating this call to remember her name, Cristi Curtis.  But, for something so impersonal?

The two sentences used to describe my sister, Cristi Curtis, sound like they were excerpted directly from the newspaper articles that splattered the news when she was killed, July 19, 2007.  It’s impersonal and shallow, which in my opinion only serves to dishonor my sister’s name, Cristi Curtis.

Let me tell you, whomever is reading this, who Cristi was.

Cristi was an individual who had a very big heart.  She wanted to please everyone all the time, and often stretched herself quite thin to accomplish that task.  She was a part of a large family that required split holidays to spend time with her parents and siblings.  Cristi had a drive and ambition to succeed I have seen in few people.  She excelled in school, a 4.0 student in high school and college.  She was a three-sport athlete, earning a scholarship to Winthrop University, where she graduated in 2000.  She always desired to teach kids with special needs, and as her sister, I have no idea where that desire came from.  She spent most of her time giving to others.  At Winthrop, she was the first recipient of a humanitarian award.  At Winthrop, she was recently inducted, posthumously, into the Athletic Hall of Fame.

At her job, she not only taught kids valuable school lessons, but valuable life lessons.  She stayed up helping girls write papers and even talking some students into the value of living.

If we want to remember Cristi’s name, we’d do better to honor her spirit.  Her spirit was giving back, time and time again, and by really valuing life and living life to the fullfest.  We’d do better to remember more than a few impersonal newspaper articles and shallow snippets at that.  We’d do better to remember her name, and her spirit.  So give back, and when you give back, remember Cristi Curtis.